uncontrollable-feelings

2010-12-16T13:28:00.002+08:00

Wow! Yesterday very shiok!!! I really sang like a crazy person in the karaoke room with Cynthia and Siying! HAHA! Sang for about 5 hours, with short breaks in between. The funny songs are usually reserved for Siying to sing XD like Beat It, Huo Niao those songs. I'm really touched by the 2 of them for celebrating an early birthday for me :')

CYNTHIA AND SIYING, I WANNA GO KTV WITH YOU TWO AGAIN! :D

2010-12-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

Going Karaoke with Cynthia and SY tmr! :D I'm gonna sing my hearts out!!!

NARNIA!!!

2010-11-13T21:10:00.002+08:00

Went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic for the trip to Dialogue In The Dark. It's an exhibition whereby the general public can experience for themselves the lives of visually-impaired people.

The moment we stepped in, we were warmly welcomed by the Polytechnic students who were in charge of the event. We were broken up into three groups, mainly red, orange and yellow. I was in the yellow group with Cynthia, Siying, Gowri, Huifang and Chloe. Our group's visually-impaired instructor's name was Wesley. He told us that he will be turning 44 years old next year. As we went into the mini world of darkness, he was the one who guided us patiently with his soothing voice. In the beginning, we were terrified as we couldn't even see our hands when we put them up. With one hand clutching our cane and the other holding on tightly to the shoulder of our friend in front of us, we walked on to explore the world of complete darkness which many poeple feared of being plunged into. The advice that I will be giving to those who are interested to go there is that it is best if you can close your eyes and rely on your senses besides your sight. If you squint your eyes trying so hard to detect anything, it will definitely strain your eyes.

After coming out into the bright world which we live in, I gained quite a lot of meaningful lessons learnt. Firstly, we should NOT look down on those visually-impaired around us. In the world which we can see, we are the ones who offer help to them, but do you know that once we were plunged into the darkness, we couldn't rely on ourselves or even our friends? Instead, they were the ones who helped us through the temporary world of darkness. They are talented in their own fields too! Secondly, we have to TRUST our guide with our whole heart. At times, we have to put our trust in our friends as well, especially if they are standing in front of you and giving you warnings on the road in front.

Lastly, to end this off, TREASURE YOUR EYESIGHT! ^^

2010-11-11T20:16:00.003+08:00

Haha. I'm only posting here so that my blog will have a "November" post. lol. Feel so bored..I don't want to go to annual camp this year..I don't wanna waste 4 days of my life doing something totally lame -_-

Went to Playnation at Dhoby Ghaut with Jingni, Yueting, Germaine, Herman, Jingni's brother and his friend. It was fun! Next time if we go again, I wanna play the Rabbit game!

SNSD ROCKS!!! <3

2010-10-19T20:09:00.001+08:00

Seriously, writing on Twitter is not even private now. Okay, I mean, you can reply my tweet. Just don't tell me what to do or what language to use. What I say is my own right.

2010-10-17T15:26:00.002+08:00

Exams are over! Hehe had loads of fun on Thursday and Friday. On Thursday, I went to Bugis and Vivocity with Youqian and Jingni. Bought a shirt and shorts, each $10.

Went to Pasir Ris Park with 10 friends for cycling and picnic. First time I was fed by my friends, feel so blissful~ ahahahaha XD I really cherish my friends a lot... (;

Skipped tuition today, the teacher said he will start on Sec4 Amaths next week. Feel a bit guilty for skipping tuition...but oh well. I will go for every tuition from next week onwards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-22T16:41:00.001+08:00

Will not blog until after 14 October, gonna prepare for examinations. Byebye! I hope you, my blog, will miss me. Hahaa~ (;

2010-09-17T18:11:00.003+08:00

13 days later to start of EOY. 27 days later to end of EOY.

During Chinese class today, the whole class jumped with shock when a really loud thunder(like a bombing sound) followed 2 seconds right after the blinding lightning, leaving us with no chance to cover our ears D: then some of my friends said that they thought the lightning had probably struck down either a tree or person, cause the sound was extremely extremely deafening!

--Just For Laughs--
On Wednesday, Mr Tang said question number twenty-TWEE instead of twenty-three. HAHA!!
--End of Just For Laughs--

Secretly loving someone can be painful at times. I'm scared if my friends know that I have been loving a guy for more than half a year, and he doesn't even speak to me, they will surely laugh at me for being so foolish and naive for being so faithful. The thing is, I can't totally close my heart to these kind of emotions, unless I'm not a human being. He doesn't send me a text, he doesn't ask about my day, and worse still, he doesn't even know that I like him. It's not as if the moment I try to convince myself that I don't like him, my heart will obey my command. It doesn't work that way.

All because of the 2 year age gap.

2010-09-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

Seeing his name on msn makes me smile :)

I'm thinking of going to KK hospital to volunteer help for any psychiatric problems with Jing Ni after EOY, cause my mum's friend who studied that told me to try it out to see whether I'm suitable for the job in future...

By the way, I had a really great sms session with Jingni today, and I managed to understand about her feelings and thoughts better. That's really good, cause I like my friends to confide in me whenever they have problems :D

2010-09-13T18:53:00.002+08:00

I miss him :'(

I just want him to tell me that everything's fine, and not to be afraid of the challenges in life.

2010-09-12T20:41:00.003+08:00

I don't like Amaths, no, is totally hate it to the core. I mean, come on, I don't see a lot of adults using all those crappy formulae in real life. People keep saying that Maths need a lot of practice. But the thing is, I am not willing enough and not hardworking enough to commit my time to practising it all day. Since it is already my most hated subject, I really don't have the motivation to study it all day! I would rather use that time to study for other subjects. Anyway, I have failed Amaths lots of time till my heart became numb to the pain of failing it.

Day 181 since the day my heart was given away.

2010-09-05T22:57:00.001+08:00

Having sore and dry throat..drank lots of water today!

I think my K-pop music craze is burning once again~ ><

2010-09-04T15:39:00.003+08:00

Today is a great day! I thank God for giving me this wonderful day to rest my body and mind, after a few weeks of waking up early everyday :) Another thing that is worth being happy about is that I passed my drill practical test stage 2! Praise the Lord! ^^

In the photo are the roses we gave to the GB teachers on Teachers' Day.

2010-08-31T14:53:00.003+08:00

Went to school at the usual time today, except that we didn't have lessons :D Instead, we did exercises at the parade square, since it's ACES Day. Thereafter, we watched the Teachers' Day celebration in the hall. Entourage was like WOW! Their dance performance left me amazed and awaken(cause the previous performances were a little boring..I almost slept >< ) Their performance was totally superb~! Especially the action part of Lee Hyori's 'Chitty Chitty Bang Bang'. Some ex-seniors popped by our school to meet up and chat with their former teachers too :)

It's better to just quietly miss someone. Rather than let them know and just get no response. -Alice Hoffman

Beauty gets the attention, personality gets the heart. -Elisabeth Kubler

2010-08-30T18:16:00.003+08:00

Weeee~! Had lots of fun yesterday at the church bazaar. Played Wii with Cyn, Gowri and Siying, and it was really cute! Gowri and I wanted to play another game, which needed 3 people in it, one person will be singing while the other two will need to play the 'guitar'. Gowri volunteered to sing and I decided to play the 'guitar'. We needed one more person to help us complete the game, and..Siying went to ask William, who was standing near the game booth as well, but I think Siying was a bit fierce when asking him..cause she insisted that he play with us :X and..yea. He didn't agree to help us..Siying even went to tug at his sleeve out of desperation lol. Then me, Cyn and Gowri were like standing there, shocked. We were stunned for words. We asked Joel as well, but he also didn't want to play :P In the end Ian helped us. Yay! We scored a 97% in it~ :D

Watching Haha Mong show with Kara in it~ There's also one with SNSD, but I watched that already~

2010-08-28T17:38:00.004+08:00

Led the 5BX today in GB, and it was great! Well, for Sec 3s and the advisors..Sec 1s seem unwilling to exercise :( Had my drill stage 2 practical test, but the results are not out yet, so I will have to wait until Monday. Hope I will pass! I really put in all my effort into it, so at least I can tell myself I had tried my best :) Going to church tomorrow.

Weekends are the best, cause that's the only time I can rest and relax with friends..as well as the chance to see him :)

Don't leave.

2010-08-22T18:37:00.005+08:00

Saw him today at the church :) Today, I have learnt one important lesson from what the pastor said. That is RADICAL LOVE. One quote truly stuck in my mind. That is, "Hate the sins, love your sinners." Because He first loved us, we should love others. From now on, I will really try my utmost best to forgive and forget. I have come to learn that it is because of the pressure around us which made us sin, BUT as long as we declare our sin to God and repent, our Father will forgive us. I have decided from now on, I will forget about the past and look forward to the future. I will forgive those whom I hate in the past as well. Everytime I go to church, I will feel a sense of peacefulness... ^^

I really don't know where to start about what happened today...

Please God, don't take her away from us now. Not now. Her time shouldn't be up so soon. There are still lots of things I have yet to do with her. I really really can't bear for her to leave us...without her in my life, it is just like me missing part of my heart and soul. God, I promise not to swear, not to lie, to forgive and forget, just so if she can live longer. Please...please..she still has a whole bright future ahead of her..please don't take that away from her so soon. We were not prepared to know about this when she told us today..I couldn't help but cry in Cyn's arms. All I felt was a feeling of devastation. Devastated that she has to face this when she is still so young, devastated that there is a possibility I may lose her. It just felt like my world is crashing down on me, leaving me with no space whatsoever so breathe, to smile. I will always remember the first time I spoke to her..I asked her what was her primary school, and she replied with a soft voice,"Anderson primary." Although we were always teasing one another, we knew that it was our own unique way of communicating. I will always remember the blissful days we spent laughing, crying, telling each other about our problems. I will also remember our hardworking days, when we strive hard to do our best in the drill competition last year and the victory feeling we felt when we won a silver award. I was so foolish..I didn't know that her problem was so serious..till today. I remember when we slept in our sleeping bags side by side during the annual camp last year, and we talked about everything :)

I am going to cherish the time spent with her even more from now on...

A little prayer for her: God, I hope that you will continue to give her strength to carry on with her life. Please give her more time to fulfil her wishes first...and in whatever that she do, she will do it with confidence. May You give her every inch of happiness that she deserves in her life, and renew her heart, mind and soul. Let her feel calm in whatever situations that she faces, and may You take away all her fear. Amen.

2010-08-21T15:14:00.002+08:00

Went for GB today and had two and a half hours practising drill with the Sec 2s. Love the general fall-in and the homad commands! Anyway, I was the timer during drill..and when I saw him sitting down on the bench, I almost stumbled over my timing... >< And that was something I never did before..usually I will concentrate on what I am doing at the moment, and nothing could distract me. Well, I guess he is the only one who can do that.. ><

Having her as a friend really brings me a lot of frustration, and I made a decision today. It is to end my misery. I think you will know what this means. I have broken my friendship ties with her. She is not worthy of my trust, because she had broken it many times before. Here is a question. Which true friend will tell false tales to other people behind your back? By doing so, she has already broken one of the Ten Commandments, "You shall not give false testimony of your neighbours." Whatever things that she do and say behind our backs, I believe that only our Father in Heaven above will know.

Through the blurriness in my life, you are the only one whom I can see :)

2010-08-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

Me and Cyn went for YOG Canoeing today at Marina Reservoir! It was great, as it was the first time I went for an Olympic Game :) Btw, a brazilian guy smiled and waved to both of us, and Cyn almost went crazy over it. She kept saying that she will support Brazil, and insisted that she also support Singapore after I teased her about it. This is the first time she's like really mad about a stranger HAHA~! But that particular friendly stranger was not to my taste..cause it's hard to change...

We ate subway melts for our lunch. Footlong honey oat bread, with lettuce, cucumber, tomatoes and sweet onion sauce!!! I'm officially loving Subway! <3

2010-08-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

Went for GB today, and we had games day with BB and YMM youths. We played handball and captain's ball. I must admit, it was quite fun, and I sweat a lot! My whole shirt was as if someone had thrown a bucket of water over me HAHA! My team had Wai Wan, Yun Hui, Alyssa(YMM), and 3 BB guys. I think all of them were sec 1s. LOL i don't even remember their names ._.Anyway, I had a great time as the most oldest one there! Except for Waiwan :) The Fragile one looked as if he was gonna be knocked over by the ball! (Lucky it did'nt smash him -.-) lol! We ate our lunch together..in our group. I was a bit dumbfounded when a sec 1 asked me(the leader ><) whether we can eat already, cause I did'nt pay attention to what they had said about eating immediately after you have the food XP lucky Wai Wan came to my rescue~ lol. Although it's okay to have games day with them, but having a camp with them feels weird. Sian..no privacy with friends :S Haiz..I will just stop thinking about that for now.

That person really makes me frustrated. This time round, I'm not very angry, cause I have learnt not to be angry towards that kind of person already. I just felt so shiok after I had scolded her for her selfishness via sms. I feel like I'm just wasting my SMSes to her, cause a person like her will never listen. She only knows how to accuse others, and when she is scolding others some bad words, she cannot even spell correctly wahahaha! I'm like laughing at her for all her stupid deeds XD

"You don't know me, so shut up boy."

2010-08-13T22:22:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow's games day with bb..and I feel extremely tired now. I don't think I will even have the energy to run around..if there's games which requires us to run :/ Haiz..I would rather go out and eat with Cyn instead of them providing lunch for us. I know I should not be complaining..but I just don't feel like eating in school with the rest. I wanna eat ban mian/Subway with Cyn :'(

I'm getting more and more lazy now (together with my friends lol). I don't even feel like going down for recess, because then I would have to climb up to the fourth floor all over again. Maybe the reason is..SCHOOL! Maybe school is making me feel that way. Haha..I should stop being so lazy! Must watch my diet! Must exercise more! I can do it! :)

Going for YOG canoeing with Cyn this Sunday ^^ <3

2010-08-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

Nowadays it seems that Physics is a little more easier than Chemistry..hmm..

Woke up today feeling totally exhausted. Must be all the anger yesterday that made me feel that way. Thank you to all those who had comforted me yesterday. Specifically, they are Cyn, Jeannie and Advisor Siew Fong. :) Until yesterday, I had been controlling my temper quite well..but everything just went POP! when I heard those hurtful words she said to me. Seriously, those sarcastic words were like swords piercing right through my heart. I hope that, if she says this everytime to people without realising it, someone will point out to her that she should select which words are suitable to come out of her mouth. I shall not talk about this any longer, for fear that I will mull over it for too long and feel distraught, thinking that there is actually such a person who thinks of me that way...

This incident has set me thinking about what people really think of me...

2010-08-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

Damn it. I'm really pissed off with her. I've been tolerating her ever since the start of this year. Not only is she bossy, she is also very biased to some of us. Wtf. I totally hate her laugh man. She absolutely loves taking advantage of her authority to boss us around. So like I said on msn, it's really such an irony. A bossy person accusing others of bossing ppl around? Wtf. Come on la, she thinks that just because she's older than us by 3 years, she can treat us like shit or something? Wtf. I can promise, if she do this again and leaves me with no choice, one day I might just blow up at her. So she better not think that she is the boss among them all and accuse us ever again. Damn it.

We were just checking around to see if anyone need top-up of the drinks or smth, and i was like asking cyn and gowri smth abt the sandwiches they made that they were distributing, and she just accused me of slacking and bossing them around. And I was like, 'wtf?! do you even understand the situation?". If not, u better shut ur mouth and keep quiet! Although I may seem weak to others, but she better bear in mind that i'm not a pushover, or a sandbag for her to boss around. I find that she always likes to pinpoint at my mistakes, even though some may not be what she should care at all! So what if you're older than us, so what if your position is higher than us, so what if you're taller than us, so what if you have studied more than us? Does that mean you can accuse me whenever you want, and for everything that I do? Please la, come on. You should worry abt urself instead of trying to interfere in what u should not be interfering in. You better stop using ur authority to control wad we do, cuz that's not any of ur damn problem right?! I reckon in future, she might also tell me, "hey that friend is not suitable for you. hey, that earstick is not nice. hey, do this now! hey can i bully you?"

Whatever. Just Shut Up.

2010-08-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

Me and Cyn went to gym last Saturday, and I felt really healthy! We tried out the sauna for the second time, and i THINK I had sweated. My skin had gotten a bit numb from the heat, so I could'nt feel whether it was water we splashed on our skin or my own sweat lol. Ate at Subway after that, and man, I officially and totally love their food! <3 And that was the day I told something really private to Yuhui >< and Cyn was the one who told me to tell him, since she said that he is the most trusted one among the BB ppl lol ><

We went to church with our advisors on Sunday, and it was an enjoyable moment as I got to see my friends! Especially CYNTHIA LIM :D And I saw him too :) We went around carrying trays filled with canned drinks and biscuits etc., and selling them. Some ppl said that we looked like air stewardesses providing inflight service HAHA. While me and Cyn were doing our rounds, Sir James threw a fake rubber cockroach on our tray, attempting to scare us! Luckily, we did'nt run around screaming like hyenas XD Ha see the courage of GB girls!!! ;) After going home, I went for tuition. I was going to doze off while the teacher was teaching, and my pen almost dropped to the floor >< was too tired already..

Today is my mum's birthday! She was born on 9 August 1965, exactly the day Singapore became independent. Lucky, huh? :D Anyway, happy birthday to Singapore!!! I realised that I'm quite proud to be a Singaporean, after looking at the situations around the world. (Protests, war etc.) :O

Next Saturday we'll be having combined Games Day..sian.. :S

YOG!!!! ^^

2010-08-05T17:41:00.002+08:00

Thank you so much, Cyn~ thank you for being my shelter when I was down, for being my listening ear when I had no one to talk to and for being my closest friend/twin ever in my life. I am really honoured to have met someone like you in my whole lifetime. We will lean on each other when we are sad, for both of us know that we always put up a strong front in front of others. I promise that I will not forget you. Ever. You are the one who brought warmth and laughter into my life, and you built up my confidence throughout the 3 years that I have known you. For that, I really thank you :)

*默默在你的身後守候的我, 多想看你不經意的笑容*

2010-07-25T21:09:00.001+08:00

Omg. I don't know what happened to my blog. Okay, I'll try to find some time to get it right. ><

2010-07-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

...I'm stuck. Don't know what to write about... o.o

Okay. Currently in GB, we're trying to earn our Responsibility in the Church badge. So..we're going to church next Sunday! I think we're gonna do ushering, but I don't know how I'm going to keep the smile on my face for that period of time. Haha..never mind. I'm going to try smiling without fail anyway~ :)

...I'm stuck again. Argh what's wrong with me?! Can't seem to think of anything to write about. Well, I think I better end here. Bye.

2010-07-24T22:01:00.005+08:00

Had a really fun day today! Went for GB this morning, talked about everything with Cyn, and we had 5BX. It was great! Can exercise when I'm too lazy to do it by myself :P The important thing is, can lose weight!! For today, drill was awesome! They let the four of us Sec 3s to do it by ourselves. So one of us had to command on a spot while the others will march on the parade square. That's how we took turns trying out the commands, and that's just superb, cause we really need the training on the loudness of our voices since we don't have the chance to train the Sec 1s together. Not like how we were trained by the Sec 3s when we were Sec 1s ourselves :) Wish that they'll let us train our drill by ourselves more often, so we'll have fun, but at the same time brush up on our commanding.

I'm psyched about next Saturday's swimming training with Cyn, Gowri and Jasmine!!! We're gonna be really serious in our training, and we mean it. So that's why we have to buy new cap and goggles to aid in that. Hope I'll improve on my swimming skills together with them :D

2010-07-23T21:48:00.004+08:00

Went to watch Inception with YouQian, JingNi, Erina and XiJun straight after school today! It was superb! (although some parts were a bit confusing for me >< ) So, I can conclude that my 3 favourite movies, as of now, are Titanic, 2012 and Inception. But I wanna watch The Blood Pledge!!!

One thing really pisses me off, and that's some characters in the show, "No Limits".
The two I hate most are Fei and Yaoyang. How could she betray her buddy?! And that Yaoyang is the most cruel of all. Can't stand the sight of them. Argh.

2010-07-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA! A huge flying beetle (I think) was attracted to 3S1 today. During PE, it kept zooming around our class, and it was flying lower and lower until it was almost going to touch our heads, and Erina said that it was preparing for landing just like an aeroplane lol! So all of us ducked our heads close to our legs while the teacher was frustratingly trying to swap it away so that he could continue his "lecture" on handball. XD

There's gonna be 5BX every Saturday during GB from this week onwards. Hmm just as well, can lose some weight heehee :P

2010-07-17T10:39:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 9 today! Later going to Marina Bay Sands, and will be watching the fireworks of the NDP rehearsal tonight!!! :D

2010-07-15T16:29:00.002+08:00

Wow..didn't post for 2 weeks already. Was too lazy to do so, with all the homework bombarding me, just like the air molecules bombarding us (Mr Tang said this haha!). Have 2 tests next week, Amaths on Monday and Chem dunno when, need to check my organiser...nowadays watching 'High School Of The Dead', an anime about zombies. It's a new anime, so it currently has only 2 episodes. Anyway, I want to watch Deathbell, Deathbell 2, Inception and Phobia 2!!! <- most are horror movies LOL.

Wish of the Year: To survive through Sec 3 ><

2010-07-01T17:45:00.004+08:00

Went to Taiwan from 19 June to 25 June. Had lots and lots of fun there! We went to cities like Taipei, Taichung, Kaohsiung, Hualien as well as other places. Basically, we traveled the whole of Taiwan by bus. Hehe..and our tour guide, Jimmy, was so funny! He told us a lot of jokes on the way to keep us entertained. The people in Taiwan were so nice and polite! Like when we bought anything from the shops, they were most happy to help us, and without a glum face or anything. When we went to the Lingzhi shop, one staff even chatted for quite a long time with us about everyday life. So friendly! I wanna go Taiwan again~ :) and in our tour group, there were quite a number of children! Jimmy called one kid "Hao ge" cause he noticed the kid standing on the bus when it was moving. A few days later, he said, "Don't fall down or else you cannot be Hao ge anymore." HAHA! He was so random X) We stayed at different hotels every night since we were travelling to different places everyday, except for the hotel that we stayed on the first night. We stayed there on the last night in Taipei too. Ate a lot of awesome food there! Like the smelly beancurd, oyster omelette, the fried chicken and potatoes with cheese sauce! Yum yum~

On 25 June, when we were waiting for the flight to HK (about 25-27 June), it was delayed for about 5 hours. So all of us stayed at the HK airport, and some other people not from our tour group quarreled with the airport ground staff. We reached HK at around 9 or 10+pm. I think we were all so exhausted when we arrived there, and we headed to our hotel after that. The next day, we had a half day city tour of HK. My family met a relative there too! Such a coincidence. After the tour, we had the rest of the day to ourselves to explore HK. Hmm..the service was not as comparable to Taiwan's, and the toilets there were..smelly, especially the one in KFC >< there were even people eating near the toilet entrance. I shall not describe how I felt then, so I'll continue to other things haha..when we took the MTR (i think is spelt like this), I almost couldn't breathe because of the huge cold air blowing past my face when the train was speeding to the next station lol. My family and I were squashed with a lot of other people too, but all in all it was an experience.

I bought 2 pairs of shoes, one from Taiwan and the other from HK! Both designs were very nice, and I noticed that the fashion in Taiwan was daring, cause they were not afraid to wear clothes that seem to shout, "LOOK AT ME!"

I miss those days we were travelling together in Taiwan and HK with the tour group...but maybe I will upload the photos that I took there on FB soon, and tag those whom I have added (if they are accidentally caught in my photos haha..) :D

2010-06-15T22:44:00.003+08:00

Met Miss Soh today to go through English MYE paper. Chionging homework these few days D:

2010-06-14T19:32:00.003+08:00

I really don't know what's wrong with Siying nowadays. She just kept on posting vulgarities on my Facebook picture! Both Cyn and I know that it's obviously directed at Winni. I seriously don't know what the hell is wrong with her, and when I asked her what Winni did to her, she just said nothing. She told me that even if she tell me, I won't believe her. BUT THE PROBLEM IS, IF SHE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING TO PROVE HER POINT, THEN OF COURSE I WON'T CHOOSE TO BELIEVE HER! >:( I was fuming mad last night, and luckily I phoned Cyn and just blurted out all my unhappiness to her...if not I think I might had just banged my head on the wall from rage. Those who had never experienced REAL anger will not know the trauma I had gone through. If SHE still won't tell us the reason for being so rude to Winni, me and Cyn had decided to ask Winni herself, about what she did OR did not do to HER. If she direct vulgarities at Winni again, I really can't promise that I will be able to contain my fury this time round. So, she better know my limit and stop doing irritating stuff.

After my breakfast today, I started doing the 40+ pages of Physics MCQ past years questions booklet. I'm so proud of myself for completing it today! *clap clap* HAHA! But there's other cause of worry. I'm still bombarded with a huge stack of homework which I have to finish by this Friday, or else I may have to bring them overseas with me :'O Ciao!

2010-06-12T16:50:00.003+08:00

Stayed at home all day and used computer for the whole day too, but it's because I need to download the Audition game ._. wait for very long already T_T Meanwhile, I was playing Mafia Wars, Treasure Isle and Baking Life on Facebook. Feel so bored..and I think I really have to get started on my homework soon, because I will be flying off for Taiwan and Hong Kong next Saturday!!! YEAH! XD

2010-06-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

Me, Siying and Gowri went to Cynthia's house today and had lots of fun!!! :D Gowri left early for her dental appointment. But as for what we were exactly doing, it's a secret. I will tell all of you about it after July, so look forward to it! :) Ate dinner at Northpoint foodcourt with Siying. Love the kimchi ramen there! :P After that, both of us went to SSC's Daiso to buy a really cute gift package! We left for home after we shopped finish.

*Feel a bit sad that we didn't contact each other for a long time...

2010-06-10T13:10:00.011+08:00

Hey people! Here I am to post about what happened during Sec 3 camp! :)

On the first day, we had to meet in school at 7.20am, and we were asked to sit in the canteen according to our classes. We had a briefing about the camp by the camp chief, Wayne. While he was talking, three of the Sec 4s helping out for the camp started pasting the sheets of paper which contained the groups allocated on the notice board behind the canteen. Some of us were eager to know our groups, so we started rushing forward to take a peek. Unfortunately, we were scolded by Mr Tan to get back to our seats. Shortly after Wayne finished his briefing, we were finally allowed to go look at the sheets of paper class by class. Since 3S1 was the first class to go, all of us chionged there. Haha! I was allocated to Group 1 (so easy to remember lol). If I'm not wrong, for 3S1, me, Chiuchoo, Feona, Fion and Yihao were in Groups 1 and 2. At first I was thrilled to find that Gowri was in the same group as me. BUT in the end she did not went for the camp! RWAR! Siying told me that Gowri told her she would be going for the camp just 2 days before it D; Anyway, my group's instructor was Salman, and he was really funny! Some guys asked him why he was not called Salmon LOL!

We boarded the bus to HomeTeam NS Adventure Centre and gathered at the basketball court, which was also where the guys would be sleeping. Shortly after, the girls went to put our bags at the chalet type of houses, which was better than the guys' sleeping area. Heh heh XD Groups 1 to 6 were called the Alpha team, while groups 7 to 13 were the Bravo team. Alpha went for our water activities first and Bravo stayed behind for their land activities like abseiling, zipline and rock climbing.

My group did the improvised rafting first. The instructor asked if any of us were from uniformed groups, since they expect us to know how to do the tying of knots. Some people pointed to Yihao, and said that he was from NPCC. Then, Yihao and Yusri pointed to me and told them I was from Girls Brigade! -.- So in the end, me and Yihao were sort of treated like the knot tying "experts" from our group. We planned on how to build the boat meant for four people as a team, and finally came up with an idea. We positioned the barrels and everything, then they asked me and Yihao to tie them together using the ropes! Both of us were like staring at the ropes for a few minutes, and I think we totally blanked out on how to tie the ropes HAHA! Lucky for us, in the end we managed to remember some techniques and finished the boat on time. It was drizzling when we finished that. They needed four volunteers to sit on the boat while they pushed it out to sea. Actually, I was excited to volunteer,but it would be awkward if i suddenly shouted "ME!". We sabo-ed each other, but in the end one girl asked me if I wanted to go, and I just agreed. So all of us carried the boat to the edge of the sea, and four of us had to climb up. Me and Vickie had a hard time doing that, but the guys (I think was Wesley and Roy) climbed up in just a few seconds. Amazing! O.O I think it was Roy who helped me take my paddle while I climbed up the boat. When I finally managed to do so, there was heavy rain, and the instructor hurried us to go back to land =.= I was the last one to climb down, and my leg got stuck under the boat!!! My group didn't know that, and they dragged the boat up, with my leg still under it! And so that was how the scratches and bruises on my legs came about, after being dragged on the uneven ground surface T_T But well, that's how camps are. You will eventually come back with some minor injuries. The thing that I was most upset about was that we didn't manage to go kayaking!!!!! I was really looking forward to that during the camp... :'( At night, we had the Blind Man's Trail. It was quite fun, working together as a group with our eyes covered. :D In the middle of the night, I kept waking up once every 30 minutes, when I thought I had already slept for hours ._.

The second day, Alpha stayed for land activities while Bravo went off for water activities. Zipline was so fantastic that I even wanted to go for a second round! But sadly, I didn't get the chance :'O As for the rock climbing, I was proud of myself for climbing up to the top for the first time in my whole life! :D The abseiling was quite good, but when I was going down, Instructor Salman shouted, "Hey! You look like you are doing moonwalking! Stop going left and right while coming down!". HAHAHA! I couldn't help it, and just kept walking left and right while going downwards XD I must have looked really funny lol! When we were done with those activities, we prepared for the campfire songs/cheers. Our group combined with Group 2 to do the bumblebee song and another hilarious dance which instructors Salman and Sasha taught us. I find that the campfire was the most awesome in all the camp activities, because it really bonded us Sec 3s together as one. I had an amazing time screaming at the top of my voice with all the other people, until my throat felt a bit sore hahahaha! ;D

On the last day, we had the prize giving for the best group, best male and female camper. I was happy that Zuhairi from my group won the best male camper award! I really think that he deserved it, because I could see that he was doing well in the camp :D We had our area cleaning and camp evaluation after that. Actually, I'm a little sad that the camp is over, cause I really enjoyed myself there. All in all, IT WAS AWESOME AND FUN!!! XD Other than bringing back with me scratches and bruises, I brought back with me mosquitoe and ant bites as well! And...a big fat worm accompanied me back to my home. BLEAH. It's giving me goosebumps whenever I think about it >.<

Here are some pictures and memories of my scratches and bruises from the camp :D

2010-06-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

Went for Sec 3 camp the last few days! Will post more about the activities tomorrow :D

2010-06-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

Went for tuition today. Jesslyn accompanied me to buy a small tube of toothpaste at NTUC after that, and we bought a pen each as well. She's having her Sec 3 camp tomorrow too! The thing is, I have packed most of the items needed, but I haven't pack them into the haversack D; I'm going to miss my computer, handphone, bed as well as home shower facilities :'( but Zhihui and I are really looking forward to the water activities! For me, it's the kayaking part, since I've never tried that before and it seems fun! It would be awesome if at least one friend can be in the same team as me! ;D

The next post will be 3 days later! See ya! ;)

2010-06-05T22:11:00.005+08:00

Woke up at exactly 5.30am today and my mood then was "ZZZZZ". Not enough sleep! This was the first time (I think so) we have to report so early for GB. We entered the outdoor cooking competition, and luckily everything went well, considering that it was our first time joining a cooking competition. During the whole time, I couldn't help but realise that our company was like the only company with all the girls standing up and walking here and there while preparing the dishes. The other companies were sitting in a circle around the mass tins among their own team. The other thing was that we took up the biggest floor surface area, with our stuff strewed up all over the place. The other teams were quite neat. But the thing was, despite that, we were one of the fastest team to clear up our mess! That's just too amazing :D The only thing that went wrong for me was that i burnt my fingers! I thought that the tommy cooker was still not very hot yet, and we needed to shift its position, so I used my bare hands to push it, and I BURNT MY FINGERTIPS!!! So now that part has a small red spot on it. Sob :'(

Anyway, we got BRONZE!!! Well done, everyone! :)

Me, Cynthia and Siying went to eat ban mian at our usual food haunt, which is the coffeeshop near our school. We went to AMK Hub after finishing our food. Along the way, Siying has become a model for the both of us. HAHA! But through taking pictures so often nowadays, I feel that a passion for photography is going to rise soon...although my photography skills are not up to standard yet >.< but I will definitely try to improve on that, only if my friends are willing to be my models and stop hiding their faces. I think Cynthia knows who I'm talking about. I wonder when I can help with the taking of pictures in GB, since I'm in Publicity... :D

I'm becoming fat face :O

2010-06-04T20:46:00.001+08:00

Extra lessons today. Stayed back to practice the jingle for tomorrow's competition.

NERVOUS!!!!

2010-06-03T17:08:00.006+08:00

As usual , I went for extra lessons today, and I almost fell asleep. But...as all my friends will know, even when I am really tired in class, I will still look extremely awake. How do I do this? I ALSO DON'T KNOW! Wahahahahaa! Count it as my talent :B Luckily, the dental appointment saved me from part of Mr Toh's class. Weeeee~! The best part was, the dentist actually said that I "have a nice set of teeth"! I was like, "Woah! Are you kidding me or what?". But well, whatever. Since the dentist said that herself, I shall believe her! Muahahahaha! ;D

By the time the dentist finished with the scaling of my teeth, Maths lesson was already over. I walked back to class and saw CYNTHIA waiting for me! We met SIYING and went to the library together to record the tune from SIYING's thumbdrive. Something really embarrassing happened, and don't ask me what was it >.< After that, SIYING went for SSP, while CYNTHIA and I went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat lunch. I ate ban mian and CYNTHIA ate 2 pieces of cheese pancake. I recommend these two foods to those who are reading this! They are really tasty. :P

Took bus back with CYNTHIA. We saw an insect on 811. Bleah. Do insects have an affinity with me or something? I have been seeing them for two consecutive days ._. Please, I beg you, insects, stay far far away from me!!! T_T

Reached home, used computer while eating an apple at the same time. I love apples! <3 and one more thing, I was "nagged" by an "old lady", GOH YUHUI, to go do my studies. What has this world become?! :O HAHA. And I drank green tea today! :DDD

Since you pulled me back into reality, please don't abandon me now.

2010-06-02T19:47:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 10am today and met CYNTHIA on the bus to school. We alighted at the bus stop outside NTUC and walked to the coffeeshop, We ate duck rice and I actually found an insect crawling on one of my duck meat..and it is extremely disgusting. When I saw that, it just made me feel full without eating much. While we were eating and joking away, a guy walked past us and sang a song. HAHA! Me and CYNTHIA gave each other a LOOK that says, "Huh?!", and laughed like crazy over it.

Both of us reached school at 12.30pm, and we saw YUHUI sitting on the floor. CYNTHIA was like, "Hey! Is that YUHUI?". The seven of us (Me, Cynthia, Gowri, Callista, Eunice, Sarah and Felicia) went to prepare for the outdoor cooking competition and the dish turned out pretty good! It was even better than what I had expected since we did it all by ourselves ;) I just hope that this Saturday's competition will have awesome results as well!

After the preparation, we went for horse riding. I got the same horse as the last lesson, although it made me cry last time, but it has improved a LITTLE. It did not move around as much, and more importantly, it did not really show any huge signs of wanting to "shove" me down its back :D so I wish that if I get him/her again next time, it will listen to me...

Bused home with SIYING and CYNTHIA after that, and we took a lot of pictures that really show our craziness when we are together. Hahahaahaa! XD

I LOVE YOU CYNTHIA HUHU LIM!

2010-06-01T16:36:00.004+08:00

Went for extra lessons today and I had to eat the sour sweets that Jingni gave me to keep myself awake :S

Bused to Ishi Mura with my mum after that. I savoured 2 boxes of sushi and drank a glass of blackberry milk! Yum yum :)

Played Reversi and UNO on msn with Cyn when I got back home~! Check out our photo albums on Facebook! :D

Thrilled about tomorrow, as we will be going back to school for outdoor cooking competition prep and horse-riding! Hopefully, all of us gets a horse which will listen to us :X

Tonight's 败犬女王 is the last second episode already..sob. I don't want it to end! The storyline seems to be getting nicer each day. I also like the show "我在你左右"as it is really not like other boring Singaporean shows, which you can almost predict what will happen next -.- Anyway, these two shows are watched by me, Jessie Huhu Sim, as well as Cynthia Huhu Lim! :P

2010-05-31T14:47:00.003+08:00

Was using webcam with Cyn last night and just now. Took a lot of pictures and uploaded them on Facebook. The pictures are to be continued! ^^ Hmm nothing much to post about, so I think that's all for today's post.

2010-05-30T13:51:00.003+08:00

Friday: Went swimming with Cyn and Siying. Had lots of fun haha..

Saturday: Went to GB (finally!), met Siying at interchange and we both met Cyn on the bus, as me and Cyn always sms each other about our location so we can take the same bus to school. We were almost late for GB...we reached there at about 8.25am. We chionged all the way into school, and all of our juniors had already arrived! >.< Seeing that, we increased our speed and luckily, we were not late lol. So, after playing a game and discussing about the jingle for the competition in CR2, we went downstairs and took out all the things needed for outdoor cooking. We sat outside GB room and waited for Mr Ross to come help us with the competition prep. After he arrived with the ingredients, we went to the...OH! the F&N room. *almost forgot what it is called*. We went home at about 1+. Went to Grandma's house after that and reached home at around 11+.

Woke up at about 12.30pm today cause I was extremely tired :P going for tuition later.

*Don't you all feel that it is extremely irritating when you are talking to someone or asking them a question, and there they are SMSing away into their phone without even giving you eye contact? Or when you are eating with them or going out shopping with them? It's damn annoying. I just feel that the person is not giving you an inch of basic respect and courtesy! I don't mind if the SMS is really important that you have to answer straight away, but if it is not, can you just put it aside for a while and concentrate on us talking to you?!*

2010-05-27T16:11:00.004+08:00

Today we had our last Malay lesson, and I feel a bit guilty, cause you all know that during the last day of a course or something, the teacher will ask us to write a reflection? Well, the teacher told us to write 70 words about ourselves and 30 words about him, in Malay. Since I don't really know how to phrase a lot of sentences in Malay yet, I had no choice but to copy most of what one of my friend wrote, and she is quite good in Malay cause she's from Malaysia, but she's a Chinese. Here are some things that I wrote about the teacher. "Because you taught us Malay, therefore I don't like Malay language" and something like, "your hair has a lot of gel on it". But of course, I definitely don't mean what I wrote, especially the first part about not liking Malay language :(

I feel so guilty!!! Sorry...I didn't mean to write all that >.<

2010-05-26T21:29:00.002+08:00

So, we went for horse-riding today. I got a horse which couldn't stop stretching her head forward, and as I was holding the reins, I almost fell to the ground from above the horse's head. Let me tell you, that was the worst experience I had with a horse throughout my lessons so far. But I don't get it. When the person hold the reins, the horse stop moving immediately, but the moment he let go, it started going..mad again! T_T I was controlling my temper at first, but until one point, I couldn't take it anymore and the tears just flowed down. I feel like a weakling whenever I cried, so crying does not come naturally to me. I will always stop my tears when there are people around me, no matter how sad I am. I have this feeling that in other people's presence, I have to put up a strong front so that they won't see the weak side of me.

Worst still, during the lesson, I actually cried in front of my juniors...and I think that's really unacceptable, cause I'm not supposed to show the weak side of me to anyone, especially my juniors. Although people say that when you are sad, you should let the tears flow so that you feel better. But at least not cry in front of anyone!!! That's just so weak, and I'm not about to be a person who cries at every single thing. I must be strong!

Now is the funny part after the lesson. When me and Cynthia walked out of the school gate, she told me, "Look at the sky! So beautiful!". As we were both staring in awe at the amazingly beautiful sky, a bolt of lightning flashed across the sky! The moment we saw that, we both let out a sound like this, "UHHHH". It was actually our shocked voices, but I don't know why it came out as quite manly voices HAHAHA! On the bus, we did the "cork eye and twist" action, which we laughed like crazy over. I expect we'll be doing that everytime we meet each other from now onwards, haha! ^^ Thank you, Cynthia, for comforting me today :)

2010-05-23T13:34:00.003+08:00

Went for Sergeants' Weekend on Friday and Saturday! It was quite fun, except for the cold cold hall. I almost freezed to death in there. My whole body trembled a little and teeth were chattering >.< lucky i brought my jacket on Saturday, but it was a bit no use for the first half of the day, and I even wore it during lunch in the canteen. It was'nt until we played games then my body turned warm ._. ANYWAY, I experienced the most embarrassing thing yesterday. After the event, when we wanted to take the MRT from Bishan, a train was already there. We were undecided whether to take it, when someone just chionged for it. The bad thing starts here. Only Cyn and Siying managed to run and squeeze in, but the moment I wanted to run in, THE DOOR CLOSED!!! RWAR! I was left behind, standing there dumbfounded and looking like an idiot. I saw the people standing in the train staring at me, and a bunch of guys who walked past me laughed!!! Sob...then I smsed Cyn and told her to tell Siying to wait for me at Yishun.

During the journey to and fro from GB HQ and Yishun, we kept laughing and talking very loudly in the train, because of some really ridiculously funny things that we did and said. HAHAHAHAHA! Me, Cyn and Gowri became the paparazzi team, while Siying was the "victim" of our snapshots lol! Stay tuned on Facebook for her amazing pictures! XD

Going to tuition later on. Excited about Sec 3 camp!!! :D

2010-05-20T17:19:00.002+08:00

The mv, Carribean Bay, by SNSD and 2PM is so awesome!!! I can't stop listening to it now! I'm addicted to the nice song :DDD

Had mass-skipping in school today, and our class only scored 4! Anyway, who cares about the number. Most importantly, we had lots of fun! After our turn in the competition, most of us went to the street soccer court and played together there. I really enjoyed myself with my classmates! After recess, we had Sec 3 camp briefing and we're going to HomeTeamNS Adventure Centre! Really pysched about kayaking!!! XD

Had lunch with Siying and we discussed about some things related to GB :)

2010-05-18T18:27:00.003+08:00

Argh. I was locked out of my own home today, cause I forgot to transfer my keys =.= I put it in my small bag which I carried during exam period, and I totally forgot to put it back into my normal school bag! ZZZ.

2010-05-17T17:26:00.002+08:00

Been slacking around at home, no outings with cyn and siying. Watching hitman reborn and emo at home lol. Anyway, this Wednesday we'll be going for horse-riding! Weeeeeeeeeee~! Finally GB is gonna resume. I've been waiting so long, I'm about to rot at home on Saturdays, waking up not knowing what to do and feeling kinda lost -.- And, like cyn and I had discussed, now that we have our Corporals' rank, we're craving for more. Sergeant and Staff Sergeant's ranks, here we come! There's Sergeants' Weekend next Friday and Saturday...and eating lunch tomorrow with both of them. Finally.

2010-05-14T12:59:00.009+08:00

So tired! Yesterday met Wenqing, Yueting, Germaine, Youqian, Huai miao and Erina outside Berrylite at 8am and went to KFC for their breakfast. Took the shuttle bus to Orchid Country Club's gym and began our workout! Weeeeee i ran 3km and biked almost 10km =D After that, we showered, met Jingni and Xi Jun at Yishun MRT, and went to Orchard to have our lunch. Me, Wenqing, Germaine and Yueting went to Yoshinoya for lunch and we met the others after that. We almost got lost in Orchard while we were walking around finding the cinema :X we actually wanted to watch Ip-Man 2, but since about half of us wanted to go home first, we did'nt manage to watch it. We walked around Orchard looking at clothes :D and, I bought a milk tea flavoured ice cream from the Hokkaido ice cream stall! It was really delicious :P There's a lot of other flavours too, and I'm planning to eat the banana chocolate flavoured one next time. Yum yum!

"虽然我知道我不在你心里，但请你不要拒绝我对你的好。"

2010-05-12T13:08:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
Hey! Feeling extremely free now, exams are finally over~ going to gym tomorrow with Wenqing, Yueting, Germaine and Youqian!!! At long last, there's a chance for me to burn off the fats i gained during the past few weeks preparing for exams! Chatting with Cynthia on msn now~ going out with her on Saturday, hope it won't be cancelled or anything, cause I was really looking forward to an outing with her :) can relax a bit! Weeee~

2010-05-11T13:37:00.005+08:00

LAST PAPER TOMORROW!!! YAY!

After my exam today, CYNTHIA, SIYING and I went to the staffroom to look for Mrs Yeo to hand her the consent form for Sergeants' Weekend. We could'nt find her and realised she was in the exam hall. Laughed quite a bit while waiting outside the staffroom because of what Siying did LOL. Mrs Yeo came out after that and told us that she was waving to us in the hall! Hahahahaha! She told us about Outward Bound's date and wanted us to decide which two gets to go. In the end me and siying got the form ~.~ still considering whether or not to accept. Later we bused to Northpoint and on the way, we saw an accident. The bus front window was all smashed up..omg. I wonder how is the driver and the passengers...hope that they are fine. Anyway, we bought the crispy chicken from the Taiwan small eatery..not sure of the shop's name haha. Nice! Took 859 home and ate my lunch :D

Now, I'm going to dedicate this part of the post to GOH YU HUI, who had challenged me to see who can write the most "bad" things about each other hahaha! He said that I'm a mammoth on msn! A mammoth!!! I forgot what was that, and he told me it's an ancient hairy "elephant"! I almost spit out my water when he said that. Argh. Sometimes talking to him can make you 吐血, cause you never know what unexpected things he's going to say about you...hmm, seems like he was influenced by cyn and me, as we are always finding ways to "insult" each other. Well, but not too extreme, of course XD just enough to make each other annoyed/irritated. HAHA! And i remember Yu Hui told me that a lot of people's first impression of him is that he has a girl's name lol. But you'll get used to it after a period of time. Okay, this does'nt seem like I'm talking bad things about him. Oh well, never mind, I'll be kind today, although I am at other days too! Muahahaha X) I think that's all for today. Looking forward to tomorrow :)

2010-05-10T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hi all! Exams are gonna be over soon!!! TWO MORE PAPERS LEFT! yay yay yay yay yay! <- sounds a bit childish lol. I'm elated to know that the whole class passed for our Chemistry paper, as what Ms Wong had told us just now in school, and guess what? She said "good results". Awesome! Took bus to Northpoint with Huai Miao and wanted to buy the photography book for my dad, but it was new and there's no stock...yet. Went to Jollibean and bought a peanut pancake each, but now I'm feeling a bit guilty cause I intended not to eat any more sweet things or desserts if I can help it, unless, um, it's a special occasion (excuses, excuses). Hahaha! But I dun feel like gaining any more weight..zzz. Hope the two papers finish soon, so that I can go out with my friends! Planning to go gym on wednesday after Geog paper, and thursday too. I'm also deciding whether to go gym on friday...

Should I even have met you?

Disappointed

2010-05-09T19:34:00.005+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day to my mum! :) ...and all mums in the world as well haha!

2010-05-08T16:54:00.000+08:00

Today woke up very late, 11.30am, cause I was watching 败犬女王 until 11pm last night. Yesterday was the only night I had the chance to watch 1 episode of it..sob. Exam, GIVE ME BACK ALL THE OTHER EPISODES!!! LOL. I was busy revising for the exams and soooo, i gave up my everyday precious one-hour of television time. After having my breakfast and lunch, I went back to editing the html for my blog as everything was in a mess. Phew. Finally, with the help of my bro, I finished it today! Busy with editing for about 4 hours cause this is the first time I'm creating a blog, and was confused about all the html thingy. Well, I'm going out for dinner later with my family and grandparents to celebrate Mothers' Day with my grandma, my DAD'S MUM, haha! And after asking Yu Hui so many times for his blog link so that i can link him, he finally gave it to me. haiz..the blur kid lol. Yesterday I finished watching episode 10 of Katekyo Hitman Reborn! Very niceeee! I like Lambo, the one who is ridiculously funny hahahaha...TADA! The one in the picture is him! XD

2010-05-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

Hellosss everyone! First time creating a blog, not sure what to write, so I shall intro myself first! I'm a Sec 3 from Orchid Park Sec School, in Girls' Brigade (and loving it!) and a Christian! Having exams these few days, 6 papers down, 3 more to go! Emaths, physics and Geography. Really exhausted from all the revision, as I had been doing so consistently for the past several days. Well, hope that I will pass all subjects *fingers crossed*. Anyway, we received the consent form for Sergeants' weekend today, and I'm now having mixed feelings about it. Feeling excited about going out together with cyn, siying and gowri again, and having the NDP feeling haha! On the other hand, I'm worried that I might not talk much to the other girls, as I'm always like that when meeting people for the first time :X Haiz..I wish that everything will go smoothly for me and perhaps, i might even make a few more friends! =) By the way, I'm already fully booked for the period after exams by all my friends (YAY!). Just thinking about the outings with them makes me wanna persevere on with my mugging heh heh. And, my blog's not fully done yet, as I haven't really sorted out the erm, things yet LOL! Time flies...from the moment we were just ignorant sec 1s, to who we are now. I guess the challenges in life really makes us stronger and not so vulnerable to pain any longer :) and, and I still can't believe that we're already sec 3s now, with just about 1 year left till our O levels. Argh. Feeling stressed just by thinking about that. But well, I should be working hard for my MYE first, before talking about that.

One and Only :)